There was a time when Stephen Peacocke found acting so stressful, it took a physical toll.
âWhen I started work in Home And Away, I was so nervous for the first two or three months â
I was certain I was going to lose my job,â he tells TV WEEK.

âWhen I came home from work, I could taste blood in my mouth just from talking at the back of my throat, which is the first thing you do when youâre nervous. Everything constricts.
âI was like a ball of tension until the first episodes went to air and I realised that the audience kind of liked it and it was OK.â
Thirteen years after the audience decided they âkind of likedâ his Home And Away performance as Brax, Stephen, now 42, is one of Australian televisionâs most in-demand actors. Heâs currently starring in three of the biggest dramas on free-to-air: RFDS, The Newsreader and new crime thriller Human Error. But the nerves are still there.
âOh look, Iâm endlessly insecure about what I do,â he admits with a laugh. âBut with acting, you can never be too comfortable in what youâre doing. I find Iâve got to be thinking, âIs this really good enough?â to get good stuff out of myself.â

Human Error follows the investigation into the shooting death of a suburban mum-to-be, a murder that baffles police. Stephen first heard about the series from director Fiona Banks when he was shooting comedy drama Five Bedrooms.
âShe mentioned she was about to work on this project,â he says. âI looked into it a bit, and the story itâs inspired by was so tragic and shocking. And to play a character whoâs a bit different to those Iâve done in the past couple of years was exciting.â
For Stephen, researching the role of Detective Dylan McKenzie wasnât too hard. He just spoke to his âgood mateâ, whoâs a retired police officer.
âThat was the extent of my research â just annoying my mate with lots of conversations and lots of questions,â he explains.
More difficult was getting inside Dylanâs head. Heâs a well-respected cop, head of the gangs unit, but heâs done something he shouldnât have done. Stephen says he had to do âa bit of diggingâ to be able to understand why Dylan did what he did.

âThis whole situation would be like the worst thing I could ever imagine being in myself,â he admits. âBut I thought, âWell, youâve got to justify it.ââ
Not that Stephen minds being cast as a flawed character.
âThe more flaws you can have in a character, the more interesting they are to play,â he says.
Publicity material for the show describes Dylan as âtough and sexyâ, although Stephen laughs off the âsexyâ tag.
âThat was the one part of the casting that I really scratched my head about â why they got me!â
Stephen might deny heâs sexy, but thereâs no doubt heâs popular. He already has three TV WEEK Logie Awards to his name and, at this yearâs awards, was a presenter, alongside Michelle Lim Davidson, his co-star in The Newsreader.
âWhenever I have to speak publicly, I canât eat or drink,â he explains. âSo I was sitting there with my heart thumping. Iâm getting a little better at it, but I still get so nervous.â
Later, when RFDS took out the Logie for Best Drama Program, Stephen had a reason to celebrate.
âIt was genuinely a massive surprise and it made the whole night excellent for us [the cast and creators],â he says.
Stephen, whoâs married to actress Bridgette Sneddon and has a young daughter, will soon be filming the third season of RFDS, in which he plays flight nurse Pete Emerson. This season will be shot in South Australia instead of Broken Hill, with locations including Adelaide and the Flinders Ranges.
âIâve only been to Adelaide briefly, but weâre looking forward to exploring that,â Stephen says. âThen when weâre shooting on location, it should be really good.â
Having been born and raised in Dubbo, in regional New South Wales, Stephen says moving back to the country to live is âprobably the goal at some pointâ.
âThe good thing about this line of work is that, in between jobs, you can be anywhere, really,â he explains. âSo as much as I enjoy short bursts of Sydney and Melbourne, I like the open spaces and particularly that red country out around Broken Hill, and even Dubbo. Itâs what feels like home to me.â
If the TV roles should dry up, Stephen isnât worried. It took him more than six years from the time he decided to become an actor until he scored his breakthrough role in Home And Away.
âIâve done my share of sitting around and not getting really cool jobs,â he says. âI like the adventure of that. I chose a job thatâs a bit risky, with a chance of unemployment, but the rewards are great. If youâre lucky enough to get a job, itâs so much fun. And itâs what I want to do.â